I am clueless. I am sitting looking at my laptop and thinking and thinking and typing out all these words that I have on my mind because I don't know what to do!
I've been thinking about work and life so much that it drives me crazy and I feel like breaking something so that I can be calmed down.
I'm angry at myself.
I want to run away
I have the idea but I don't know how to start. I suck!
I had like 3 hours of sleep and I can't even go back to sleep even though my eyes are sleepy but my head is wide awake. It hurts. My head hurts.
Some people they can use drug to keep them away from thinking. I can't use drug. I suck.
What to do, what to do, what to do :(