My confession...

Eating in a restaurant together yet it feels as if you would rather eating by yourself instead. I used to say, the scariest thing to be with someone is when you lay beside the person and you still feel lonely. Love comes with laughter and always ends with tears. It happens. That's life, and you can't never change it. You can't expect everything to be perfect in your own term. You try to keep up with the other person but you can't because your strength is limited. You're tired and you don't know when you will lose it. It's just a matter of time.

6:21, emotional breakdown. Haven't been able to sleep for the whole night. Fighting, every time, there's fight, it has always been your fault. I guess, it's my fault from the very start.

I, who always think that I would never write such contents like this, complain about relationship.
I, a person who always breaks promise to myself deserve nothing better but worse. I don't know when I'll be a little more responsible about myself.
I, a person who thinks she has everything under control, but it's just a lie. She lies to herself a lot actually.
I, a person who hides under the facade, always end up alone...
Actually, loneliness is my friend. I am a loner ever since I was born.

Thank you for the life